We all look … like nice people.
…. many of us.
Unfortunately … maybe we are not … what we look like.
And … most certainly … the difference between us is that some of us know very well to control the appearances.
In public.
Even … in front of close friends … or near family.
But … not always near the life partner.
Today … i see more and more … the abuses … done in continuous form.
This vicious circle … love-hate.
… which is a weird paradox.
I see … for example Jack … loving his girlfriend … but abusing mentally of her … all the time.
And … i know Jack quite well.
By a lifetime.
He never used to be like that with us.
Not even in kindergarten.
Unfortunately … he is like that with Alice.
I saw that long time ago, but said to myself that maybe i don’t clearly see things.
Today … all is obvious.
For me … for Alice … for everyone.
Jack is indeed a nice guy with everyone from the stage of his life, but not with Alice.
In fact … he loves her.
… but also hates her.
They have amazing connection.
Mentally … sexually … and on any level of their relationship … but into one point … the dynamic of all changes.
Yes …
And … not into good.
I try to understand him … but I can’t.
But … still being my friend … i try not to judge him too much … asking … “Why the hell you have this emotional balance with so many contradictory emotions while you are with her?!
Many would name you … an abuser… but i just need to know what is really going on.”
Jack looked at me surprised … but answers … “I believe that in duality … i become … duality.
That is the only real explanation which i have.
I know is … wrong, but this is how things are happening.
I love her.
Then … i hate her … acting in fact like any person hating another person.
And … all becomes obvious.
I look … like i abuse of her mentally … telling her … so, so many bad things …. but the truth is that i only react.
Yes.
I react … trying to stop her … have that wrong personality which i dislike.
… which drives me crazy.
Yes… i’ve became an abuser because of her.
… abusing Alice… in continuous form.
Loving… and hating her.
All being … confusing.
Even … for myself.”
I’m trying to understand myself.
But … is weird to see that … abusing of her mentally … had become almost normality.
Most certainly … he’s not the only one from this planet … acting like that.
Loving.
… but being toxic too … torturing Alice all the time.
Probably … all is karmic between them … cause even after so many ugly episodes … they are still together.
So ….
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